SoCS~ Post

Everyone who has been reading my post from my blog knows the depression I have been suffering has taken over my life. It’s terrible, because no matter how much I fight it to take control of my mind it’s getting harder and harder. It’s making my life miserable and I don’t want to do anything at all. I’m struggling to smile.

So, when I have those small times where I feel a little better I take advantage and do some of my stuff. Yesterday I went shopping with my husband who’s always trying to please me and he suggested to begin looking for Halloween decorations, however yesterday wasn’t a good day. I wasn’t motivated to do anything at all.

A friend of mine who is going through also with severe depression mentioned she’s using CBD oils and it’s working for her. I’m more afraid on those types of medicine, however if I can’t find anything that helps me, maybe I should try it, too. Meanwhile, this afternoon I will be going to church sometimes listening to the priest it gives an inner peace. All I want is to be happy and I want to feel in control, again.


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7 thoughts on “SoCS~ Post

  1. Margret, I’m really sorry to know that you are struggling so much. Do you think it’s connected to your father’s passing? Seems to me it all started around that time. I hope you’re seeing a counselor who understands depression. I would ask a doctor before using CBD oils. Are you taking any antidepressants? If you haven’t seen a medical doctor yet, you really should. There could be something physical going on, like a lack of vitamin D, which can also cause depressive symptoms.

    Please take care of yourself. I’m praying for you.


    1. I did took some meds, however it has sight effects (I have suicidal thoughts) so I stop them and waiting for my Dr. appt to get a therapist and new meds they also checking for a physical. Thank you for your prayers I need them.

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