Not a good weekend

After I came home on Friday from work, I’ve been depressed. The weekend has been hard and yesterday was one of the worst days I’ve in a long time. When I’m depressed, I cry all the time, I get sensitive, and angry at the same time. The mixed feelings make my head spin, nausea it, and sick all day. I also turn into this mean and awful person. I don’t like it at all.


I took my Med’s and I’m beginning to cool down. My mind and brain feels heavy and tired with all these negative thoughts. Another thing I’m always overthinking, especially when I supposed to be sleeping. My brain stays awake, he keeps thinking what’s next. It’s a strange feeling.


It looks this is the time of the year when I get depressed more often. It began last week with my mom’s 33 years of passing. Also, in a few weeks it will be my dad’s birthday and of course in November it will be two years he passed away. It’s hard to control the mixed feelings, it makes me feel guilty and worse. I don’t know what else I can do except to keep taking my Med’s and pray that I don’t hurt myself.


10 thoughts on “Not a good weekend

  1. Relax...

    Continue to battle it out, sweet woman. You know it will get better. Bodies change — it is possible your meds need to be adjusted. Either way, call your doctor. Let him/ her know how bad it is right now. ♥️


  2. So very sorry for what you are going through. May the peace of God surround you and bring you some relief. Even though we miss the ones we love, remember there are other who love you just as much. Praying for your peace and comfort.


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